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i believe i can

2009-06-10T23:32:00.005+08:00

bonsoir.

its been a long time since i last blog. quite long i guess sigh. a month ago? yeah.

i'm too lazy to track back on what happened for the last 1 month. what i know, it has been a hell of a ride for me.

oh well. let's start. wait, before i start, i should be studying right now but here i am blogging. hmm multi tasking katekan. i'm at topic 2 already. so yeah.

anyway, my dream to help npsilat win a medal was perished last Sat when i lost. i'm sorry guys i didn't make it through to the next round. i know, i disappoint not only myself. i disappoint lots of people. baby love, npslilat team, abg zul, abg ipong & so on. despite the lost, i gave my 200% in the ring = i gave my ultimate best-est. well, i guess lady luck didn't smile on me that day. what i can say now is that, there's next year & i can try again. the next time, mentally & physically, tougher. i believe i can.

nevertheless, for the rest of the npsilat team who's still in it, i know you all can do it. go kick ass people! woohooooo! all the best yeah? :) for those who didn't quite make it, we'll make it through the next time. let's train harder alright guys? :D oh oh! congratulations to ganda putri (gold), ganda putra (silver) & regu putra (bronze) for achieving those medals for ngeeann & yourself too! :D:D:D

putting my disappointing weekend aside, comes a stressing week. common test week. as you can see, i'm suppose to be studying for my last paper tmr. 3 paper passed. the worst being today. the paper sucks big time. i'm so prepared for retest. sigh. not being pessismistic or anything just that, idk wth i did. oh wells, i still got my last paper tmr. jia yo! && not forgetting baby love, i know you're studying right now. study smart & work hard alright? *winks*

oh yes, a big day is about to come, really really soon. i can smell it, hhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm...................................................................................................... :D:D:D

shh! cannot tell. hee. oh! tertiary silat competition final 2 days are during this weekend. go, fight, WIN! i wanna see that FIRE in you! JIA YO!

i'll end this post with this saying....
man is what he believes.

lots of love,
khairisufyan<3bree*

hi(:

2009-05-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Soupir.

Je ne sais pas juste quoi dire déjà.

J'ai oublié d'amener mon téléphone aux arts martiaux aujourd'hui & pas le glutamate.

Quel est le moins je pourrais faire ?

Est rentré, a pris mon téléphone & vous donne un appel.

Je sais que je condamne mauvais ne vous dit jamais que je sois allé aux arts martiaux.

Bien que je vous ai dit hier, j'aurais dû vous dire encore aujourd'hui la droite ?

Je suis désolé son mon défaut.

D'ordinaire, quand je suis sur ma façon aux arts martiaux alors je ferai du glutamate vous, mais malheureusement je suis parti mon téléphone à la maison.

Soupir.

Je vous ai appelé ? oui.

Vous a fait le glutamate me quand vous êtes déjà au retour à la maison ? no.

Non ?, quand vous non avez votre téléphone avec vous tout le temps ?

Je n'essaie pas de critiquer ou n'importe quoi.

M'appeler le lâche pour ne vous disant pas mais je devine ceci est le seul moyen pour laisser sortir des choses.

Je suis désolé son mon défaut au premier lieu pour n'amenant pas mon téléphone.

2009-04-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

sigh, i got no one to talk to right now. i've never wanted to talk bout it here but i guess i should.

what bothers me hell much? how am i feeling?

yes, i've never ask that. but when i asked why are you being like this, you'll say i'm fine.

why didn't you tell me when i asked?

when i said i'd live with it, you said i always live with it without even asking those 2 questions.

then why didn't you tell me when i asked why?

when i said people do make mistakes & they learn from it, you'd say, i didn't tell you what are your mistakes.

why didn't you tell me when i asked what did i do?

i know, certain times, i needa know by myself.

yes i will. but what if that something comes from you?

i know, i seem petty here.

when you told me you don't wanna talk bout it anymore, i thought you'd forget bout it but no, it didn't end, you kept things away from me.

why didn't you talk it out when you always tell me to talk things out when you're wrong?

you told me you don't know whether its a mistake or more of you not being understanding?

tell me, how dyou get to understand me when you never tell what is going on?

sometimes, i'm left dumbfounded.

i just don't know what to do.

i know, i always don't know what to do.

atleast tell me, then there maybe a chance for me to know what to do.

is keeping quiet wrong?

idk.

i'm lost & i'm no where right now.

i'm sorry for all the mistakes i've done.

& i love you.

dead tired zomg.

2009-03-22T22:48:00.003+08:00

you light up my life :)

hello everyone. how are you doing? omg what a tiring weekend i had. nevertheless, i did had fun, lots infact :D let's start off from friday onwards.

fri, let's see. er, met darling at 230 cos had to perform friday prayers. then we straight away headed to city hall. went to penin & got something there. but darling couldn't find anything she like there hehehe. aaawww. its okay. next, we headed to vivo. HAHA. the crowd there was okay. not that many people but as it gets darker each time, chey darker cos its night time already not the shopping centre blackout. LOL LAME. ok, er we did a lil shopping here & there. i hope bree* like the gifts i got her(: no pics available on that day cos I FORGOT MY CAMERA! actually my sister's hahaha. so it was kinda late at night & poof! we're already in the train on our way back home. what a great day indeed! :D:D:D

sat, hmmm. okay, woke up quite early cos i had a performance at NYJC for this particular event. i felt very honoured to be given a chance to perform for an annual event conducted & hosted by the college itself. to be specific, the malay language cultural society. overall, it was a job well done. cheers for NYJC's MLCS! :D oh, i was hyped up for that event cos i know darling was gonna be there, somewhere, looking at me, performing on stage! hehehe. thankyou darling for coming down to support me! hee. ilyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D:D:D:D:D

after that darling accompanied me to tampines cos i had a bbq pit with my family members/cousins. it was held at changi. darling was so sweet la cos she accompanied me all the way to tampines so that she could spent a lill time longer with me cos she know, she'll not gonna see me for a VERRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LLLLLOOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGG time. right darling? keke. jkjk. i waited for her to board the bus before myself.

took bus 29 & alighted at changi village terminal. walked to bbq pit no.8! my cousins, aunties, uncles & many more people there. its so called a family gathering la. lol. i had a great time with them, not forgetting my darling who accompanied me via phone with her texts. thanks darling! :D:D:D had chit chat with my aunts. & 3 of us slept at 6am! can you believe it?! zomg i was damn tired ah. woke up at 9+, ate breakfast bla3 then went for a swim with my cousins. didn't want to be in the water for so long later will BURN! hahaha. we played games etc. basically i did have fun. oh ya, my uncle sponsored something special for a lucky draw. hahaa yes, we organised games & had lucky draws too. awesome right? :) && my family won the top prize! a dvd player! woohoo! yes bet on it, a dvd player ahaha. :D:D:D ok, when i got home i told darling i wanna have a short nap. from an hour become 1 half hours. shit. sorry darling bree*! hmm. i'm seriously dead tired ah. but its okay, darling's with me. i mean not like beside me or anything, just that, she's always on my mind la. hee.

omg i think i'm gonna turn in early today, sucks. look at the time, 2321hrs. so that's all for today's blog. zomg tireddddddd. there's a photoshoot tmr in school for CCAs. then meeting herrrrr! yay! hee. oh, alrights, till then. :)

i miss you baby, greatly.

HEE!

2009-03-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

good evening everyone.

here i am again updating. hahaha. oh wells. nothing much happened. on tuesday, went to nyjc for extra practice on this particular event i'm helping them with. hahaha. i'm pretty honoured to be in that annual event,i think. hahaha. there's another practice this Sat too HAHA. as for yesterday, i had hockey training in school. had to be there at 5. we did our warm ups, 5 rounds on the track. then etc. we proceeded to kismis pitch then. had games, mini match, skill training. i thought training was fun, overall. :D:D:D

i'm like doing nothing right now, gahh i'm kinda tired. i'm talking to darling online right now. hee. oh well, guess i'll end it here.

quote to remember, the difference between dreams & accomplishment is purely desire...

yours truly,
khairisufyanlovesfairussabrina(:

BLASTED MY MIND! :D

2009-03-07T00:30:00.004+08:00

my love for you till eternity, Bree*...

HELLO. KONICHIWA. SELAMAT SEJATERA! VANAKAM! & the list goes da da dum da dum LOL.

okay people look. i know this blog is hell dead. like for real. as you can see, the last time i blogged was like 4 months ago? which is also like in year 2008? HAHA. yes. alot of things had happened since then. idk where to start. oh wells here goes.

1)i went countdown with love.
2)exams sucked! however its over! woo!
3)ups & downs.
4)my new role in NP Hockey! (:
5)going into 9 months in relationship with dearest Bree*(she love that * thingy hee)
6)i taught a sport at NYJC.(hehe!)

so yeah basically that's all that happened. seemed short huh? that's cos i didn't elaborate duh? LOL. anyway,back to the latest-est news. my friends from poly & i had a soccer match with andersonians. i thought we did great, though we were handicapped. :) we gel up quite fast i guess. haha. thanks to azzrul,isham,suhaimi,jazli,hafiz,johan,nadim,hisham & raden! :D:D:D we shall have another match soon! wooooooo! the best part was, darling was there to give me support! hee zomg i love you! :D

oh ya, i'm headg out tmr with Bree* hee. :D:D:D:D:D before meetg Zee that is! hehe.

oh oh to azzrul, if you tend to come across my blog let me know which thingy i needa do ah. HAHA. i forgot which one!

guess i'm done now. ZOMG MY STAMINA SUCKS LIKE SHIT! I DID 1.6KM IN 7 FREAKING MINUTES! & I COULDN"T RUN MUCH DURING THE SOCCER MATCH! CHAO NENEH!

till next time fellas...

good night! :)

i miss you Bree* darling sigh.

can't sleep..... boo!

2008-12-27T03:20:00.006+08:00

i'm in love with you,baby.

sigh. i can't sleep at the moment & idk why. what i know,i've been thinking bout baby. i miss her so much though i just met her yesterday. tampines. i had my haircut there. it was okay,i liked it though haha. i'm sorry i'm not asleep right now dear. guess i'll listen to bella's lullaby then i'll force myself to bed. hee.

sigh sigh sigh. i'm not meeting baby today. she's going to some fiance thingy later on. sigh.

i miss you baby. :(:(

=(

2008-12-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

hi everyone. i'm back again. 1st of all, sorry for not updating for long again, been busy with lots of things includg the important one, common test. everything went okay. just okay. apart from that i've not been heavily involved in anything else. other than with my beloved girlfriend. however i've never been good to her since idk when. mistakes after mistakes after mistakes i did. sigh. i'm not happy at myself for mistreating her. i'm doing this not to make it seem that she's always right okay,its just that the thing about myself. idk. i'm just not good enough. nevermind.

went to the clinic on monday evening. ranted everything to the doctor bout the pains i'm facing,physically that is. basically my left knee. i've been getting the stinging sensation when i start doing any vigorous training. guess what the doctor said? my ligament aren't that flexible again. it can snap off anytime. next,my back. nothing much. just abbrasion between bones which causes pain,i think. i think i'm dying. idk.

i've been feelg pain on my right shoulder whenever i raised my arms or stretch out my right hand while holding up things. whenever i try to stretch my shoulders,there will be this particular eerie sound coming out from my shoulders. its scary. whenever i lay down on my bed,my right shoulder facing down,it will have the same eerie sound again. like bones rubbing against each other. i asked someone what's wrong with it & after she touched/'scanned' it,she said,its gonna dislocate anytime. like anytime. sigh. my bones are all damaged. scrap. idk. i'm dying i guess.

i seemed relax on the outside. but on the inside....no....

school,my health etc. i'm not seekg sympathy or anything. pathetic right? i'm just stating out whatever is in my heart. sigh.

i love you dear. i'm sorry for whatever i've done.

noobshiitttt

2008-11-25T18:15:00.002+08:00

hey people i'm back from outer space. like real. sigh sigh sigh. & a big SIGH! i had a few small2 little tests for the past few weeks. & i wasn't happy happy with my performance. i seriously hafto buck up on several modules especially ael. i had my eg2 quiz 1 which takes up to 5% of the module. even that i scored like fairly bad. haha. okay that paper was suppose to be easy. sigh. more siggghhhhh. compro. huh...ask my classmates they will know.

i had my enps(a new module) practical test just now. like a noobshit,i seriously is on my way to failing that test man. it takes up to 35% of the whole module. like a total fucking noobshit i am,i screwed up the practical can. it juts bring my morale down damn low. let me tell you a serious problem bout me when it comes to tests. idk why but i tend not to have confidence in it. even if i have,when i faced a problem during the test,the term confident will banish. like W T F! i know i'm working on this. like not to panic or whatever that will just bring my morale now.

shrew luh. another 3 more weeks to common test. its time to buck up. i got 4 modules that will tested on,written. sigh.

i love you baby.

so damn sorry!

2008-11-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

hey people. i'm so very sorry that i didn't update my blog for so very long. wow! how many days since i last posted? 30++ days = 1 month+ HAHAHA. G_G! oops okay that particular word there, G_G right lols has been my word since the start of sem 2 of my poly life. my friends find it irritating at times too! hee.

okay there's so much to blog about. hmm. k there's fastg month,hari raya,start of semester 2 blablabla. oh ya did i mention i worked as a relief teacher at a primary school? HAHAHA. awesomest!

hari raya was fun cos i celebrated it with BABY! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D woots! i had lots of fun hari raya-ing with her & some of her classmates. hmm. its a pity though i couldn't go jalan raya with my sec sch mates cos they're havg their o levels. basically my mates are my juniors lol. okay work,to summarise it all,i had lotsa fun! hahaha. i gotta feel how was it like being a teacher. i taught P1,P3,P4,P5 & P6. damn funny luh they all. but sometimes they really got on my nerves. but tsokay i had great fun hahaha. moreover i also had the experience of sittg in an office with other teachers. G_G!

hahaha hell broke loseeeeee who's here! SEMESTER 2! arrrggghhhh. okay i'm damn tight right now. as in with projects and stuff. omg i didn't go for hockey training cos i had back pains which kills me. it made me waddle like a duck! my oh my. sigh. sem 2=sucky! period. but there's always a reason why i always look forward to go school. partly cos of my friends,the main thing which is getting a diploma(duh!) & meetg my baby.

oohhh my baby's fine. she's great. there's just too many good words to describe her can? she's the best luh like obviously,right? keke. bunny just to let you know,matter how bad a situation can be,i'll always be there for you. :) psst & you can stand under my umbrella ella ella eh eh eh.... hee! :D:D:D:D:D

to my juniors and friends who are takg their o levels,all the best! you people don't need good luck cos you're already GOOD! wooooooooooooo....................!!!!!!!!!! will update soon yo.

i love you baby bucuk! :D:D:D:D

fasting month is here!

2008-09-01T14:56:00.009+08:00

hot stuff huh? bet on it. :)

what an awesome week! :D:D:D i met bunny for the whole of last week! yay! hahaha. ok let's talk bout last week. hmm. let's start of with tuesday! hmm. it was officially my mom's birthday! hahaha. in the morning my parents & i went out to have our breakfast, at somewhere,i forgot where was it haha then we went to swensen's! hee. mom get her birthday ice cream, hope she liked it. :) while daddy had banana split. haha. & me, as usual, topless 5! hahaha. got back in the evening, then around 4 went out again t meet bunny! initially we planned to head to the gym however, cancelled. we went to amk & got ourselves waffles which we craved for so long! hahaha. headed to macs to have my dinner cos i had training after that. sent bunny back before i proceed to training at yck cc.

on wed! i had my day out with bunny, again! wee. not gonna elaborate more on that hehehe. moving to thursday. okay we went gym. like seriously. hahaha. met bunny at 5. got to the gym. had my usual 15mins run before doing weights training. omg my weight, 55.2kg! shitbag. hahaha. while bunny did the rowing thingy i think or is it called the step up thingy or the slide thingy hahah whatever it is. we did weights training too. taught bunny how to carry weights! hee. when we got done with everything it was already 7. after washing up, we had our dinner at the food mall at northpoint. like always, i'll wait for bunny to board her bus before i board the bus home. :)

fri! teacher's day celebration! hahaha. went back to my sec sch with my cliques namely Mastura, Suma, Marina, Geraldine & Shamala. unfortunately for me, i was the only guy cos Wei Liang couldn't make it cos he had fever on that day while Azizi had attachment. so yeah. reached school at 9.30am & watched the concert. out of 10 stars i'll rate the concert 6.5 only. reason being, my class of 5/1'07 didn't perform! lols. okay okay apart from that, not much entertainment. so yeah. didn't wait for the whole thing to end. went out of the hall to meet our beloved teachers! hahaha. too bad Mdm Suzi wasn't in school. she's having her maternity leave. sigh sigh. anyway, met a few teachers. basically teachers who taught us. hahaha. lunch-ed with my cliques at secret recipe, the forum. we chit chat over lunch, omg i miss those histerical laughters of my friends & those lame jokes haha. at around 5 all of us separated cos some of my friends either meeting someone else, or wanted to go home. so yeah, as for me, i met up with bunny! :D:D:D we went ms just to spend some time together before i hafto head to training at night. as usual, tonnes of people at ms. tsk tsk. i hate it! we got ourselves mcspicy & double cheeseburger. take away, before we head to esplanade to eat. time really past when i'm with bunny. sigh. i'm missing her now. :( hmm.

sat morning! i had to wake up cos my dad's company had a family day. guess where was it held. singapore flyer! hahaha. we got to ride the singapore flyer too! hee. hmm, i thought the ride was okay. but i know it will be better if i'm together with bunny. hee. :D got back home at 2 i think. rested for awhile. before heading out again to watch a performance called, Virtuoso XV. my friend, gabs was one of the performers. he represented his cca in np called np strings. he played the guitar just so you know. gabs was good man. especially the one when he had to play the guitar alone woot! good job buddy. haha. a few pics would explain....

sun! went to RSAF open house with bunny! the RSAF are so high tech man. i'm seriously impressed! haha. we took a shuttle bus to eunos mrt before we proceed to millenia walk to have our dinner at burger king. sent bunny back home! hee. & now, i mean today, the start of fasting month. lols. *are you thinking what i am bunny?* okay i'm dead sleepy actually. lols but tsokay. gonna go play fm! hoho. happy fasting month everyone! :D:D:D

"Patience pays."

i love you bunny. :)

2008-08-26T02:11:00.000+08:00

just thought i'd like you to know dear. :)

my bad. :(

2008-08-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

for you. :)

hey people. here i am again. i just got back from training. fyi, i washed up already so yeah. okay that was random. boo. hmm i did house chores today like seriously. i woke up in the morning, actually near noon luh, haha, then out to eat with parents. once we got home, i went to clean up my messy room. all the papers gone, vacuum-ed, clothes washed, clothes arranged & bla bla bla. at night i head to training, was late though but never mind.

sigh. i'm not feeling good right now. i'm feeling rather empty. 1stly i'm missing baby bunny alot. :(:(:(:( 2ndly, about things not going my way.

baby i know its tough for you to understand the situation right now. but i'm trying my very best to get this solved. even if you're pissed/sad, i'll understand why. i know things haven't been on our favour but just so you know, the old good times will be here again. its just a down part of our r/s. we gotta be strong. you're stronger than what you think. our love for each other will pull us through the bad times, i promise. i should be more understanding towards your feelings. it just aches my heart to know that you're sad. it made feel more like a loser. sigh. i maybe 18 but i'm still like a small boy i know. hols are here. i wish there weren't hols. :/

i'm not gonna turn in early today. my mind ain't tired, ain't sleepy. :(:(:( sigh. i hope to see you tmr baby bunny.

i love you so much no matter how things are going for us.

i miss you. :(

i miss you badly. :(

2008-08-24T16:15:00.004+08:00

look at her lips! LOLS thanks to me. the girl version of JOKER! :D:D

hello peopleeeeeeeeeee!!!!! haha. here i am again updating my blog. as i said on my previous blog, i'll update quite often so yeah here i am. lols. thanks to the boring school hols. sigh. for now i'm missing darling like so much. the last time i met her was yesterday morning when we gym-ing. was with her till 1pm. BIG sigh. :(

on friday, i met darling! haha. went to MS to get my mom present! lols. got her this purse,a long purse from Dorothy Perkins! hahaha thought the price was reasonable. hee guess who chose for it? darling! hehe. bought mom a ring too! from Chomel. even i like the ring luh damn nice. hahaha. again, it was darling who chose it! hee. & guess what baby? my mom loves her presents! she liked it so much know. the funny part was, when i gave her that wallet, she changed straight away luh & posed with it! hahahaha. thank you so much baby! you're the best! :D:D:D after that we went to macs to eat & got this drink called LOVE! damn nice know cos $4+ i think. lols. then head back to yishun cos i had training after that. darling accompanied me back to yishun know to take bus home from there. so sweet right? hee i love you darling! :)

anyway,my martial arts group was invited to perform at Cheng San CC for PM for an event collaborating 7 CCs or whatever its called for this event called Family Carnival 2008. its kinda grand cos PM's there! & i shaked his hand! hahaha. i know for some of you is no big deal but wait till you meet him then yknow how it feels like to see your PM face to face & even better shake hands with him. :) anyway,we had rehearsal yesterday. all the instructors had to be there at 3pm. we had pre-rehearsals where we rehearsed on our own 1st before we had a dry run of the whole thing. we, as in the 20+ of silat exponents & parents were there till 10pm! omg. luckily there was food luh. black pepper chicken rice! they provided dinner. lols. only my other 4 instructors & me did the pre-rehearsals. damn tiring luh. not forgetting boring! lols. it was drizzling luh & we had to be under the rain for quite sometime. just in case you're wondering, we had to perform at the bball court that's we stood by there. guess the cause of my flu right now is cos of the rain & me being stucked in air-con room! omg. i felt super bad luh cos i msged darling like delayed. like always. :( i'm sorry baby, i couldn't have my phone with me. they kept it in a room. sigh. ended around 10pm, mom fetched me. i was so shagged cos the next morning we hafto report at the CC at 730am! holy mama. :/

when i got home i washed up then laid down on my bed. BUT, not forgetting to have a chat on the phone with darling baby before i head to bed. & i apologized baby cos i can't talk to you for long. i took flu medicine & i got all drowsy. :( didn't have a good sleep as usual cos of the stupid flu. woke up at 645am then. daddy sent me there. reached there around 745am & everyone was ready hahaha. yada yada yadaaaaaa...........the PM came! we performed for him lols. so yeah. there were some other some performances eg. Percussion, live bands, malay dance, fashion shows & more luh. then we had photo taking session with the other performers & not forgetting with PM! hahaha. so yeah got done with everything around 10+ then went eat with mom & aunt/cousins at Banquet. headed home after that. got home, called darling but again i couldn't talk to her for long cos i took panadol flu & got drowsy. went to have my nap. woke up an hour plus later. now i'm super free!! if only i can meet my baby now. boo-hoo! :(:(:(:( nevermind,meeting her tmr morning! yay! can't wait to meet you darling baby dino! oops. hee.

"Resist the temptation to act like an adult. never lose the little girl or boy inside." :)

i love you darling.

i miss you. :(

awesome!

2008-08-22T00:19:00.003+08:00

my baby bunny! hee. smile more dear cos you look fantabulous. :)

hello everyone. i'm here again to update. i'm update quite frequently nowadays cos there's nothing to do! oh my freaking kjdkhfjhgsdfuhkdlhfaufha! LOLS. okay, i met darling on wednesday to find my ibu's birthday gift. her birthday coming real soon! woots. so yeah. however...... nevermind only darling know what happened. hehe right darling? ^^v. too awesome to be true! we had dinner at toa payoh at fork & spoon. i had to head home by 9 as usual earlier than my darling. i'm the girl when it comes to this hahaha. oops! darling,please don't do that again okay promise? it worry me so much. :( slept around 2 in the morning after a long talk with darling. hee. i'm missing you right now love. :(

yesterday! didn't do anything much. woke up around noon,had alil bit of head ache cos slept too long i guess. so yeah. tidied up my room,actually not the room,its my wardrobe. haha. played fm2008. okay for guys who knows soccer please give me your comments bout my team. it consists of gk,gianluigi buffon,defenders are dani alves,j.terry,n.vidic & marcelo,midfielders consists of c.ronaldo,s.gerrard,samir nasri & d.silva,lastly strikers consists of d.villa & w.rooney. subs are l.fabianski,p.lahm,r.quaresma,d.berbatov & k.benzema plsu more luh. what do you think of the team? hehehehe. sorry darling i know you don't understand what you're reading but i just wanna share my unbeatable team at the moment. lols. anyway apart from that,i met darling! yay! met her at 5 at yck mrt to gym! :) baby,don't fret okay even though you didn't run much but you still did well for arms training. bet you'll get back onto shape soon. train well darling. i'm sure you can do it! :D:D:D as for me,i did some running on track mill,then some weights training to do my strengthening more on the arms perhaps? yeah. weight? 56! omg. ass. hahaha. after that went to eat at the food mall at northpoint with darling. waited with her for the bus the come then i head home. i'm sorry baby. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. :(

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." i can't wait to meet baby tmr. hehe yay! good night! :)

i love you darling. :)

i don't wanna fight this feeling no more, wanna love you, i love you is you i adore, just the sight of you throws my heart ashore & the joy you bring opens up my door, cause it's you that matters... :)

done! :)

2008-08-19T13:36:00.002+08:00

baby don't worry, you'll do just fine for exams yeah?:)

hello hello! yay! i'm done with my 3 exam papers already. :) i thought the last paper which was engineering mechanics was not bad. i managed to do all except for the last question. :/ i forgot how to do can? omg. but nevertheless did i expect i managed to do the friction questions. lols. thanks again to darling & Hafiz for helping me with friction questions. appreciated it alot. :D:D:D after the paper yesterday,darling & me headed to the library to get ourselves food(hotdog bread!) & bubbletea! hhhmmmm! lols.

we headed to town next where we watched space chimps. :) i thought the movie was cute luh with the chimps being the hero/heroine of the day. haha. after that headed to far east where darling got herself a top she had always wanted to buy! :) i hope you like darling. it was around 5+ when we indulged ourselves with oldchangkee! lols. we didn't know where to go after that so we decided to get a haircut! haha its been 2 months since i last had my haircut!

we went to snip avenue to in serangoon to have our haircut. darling had her haircut done 1st. 1 word,hot! serious. especially when her hair is all mess up. i thought she look abit like rihanna but then yknow what she said? she said rihanna look like her instead! lols darling super funny when she said that hahaha. :D:D oh & i had a haircut too. it was a different look after so long. i can feel the wind blowing on my skin head. lols. overall i like my new haircut! :)

guess what happened after that? darling sent me home! woots. hehe. so sweet of you,darling! :) thankyou so much, i appreciated it alot. & i'm sorry to trouble you too.

today,idk what i'm gonna do. guess i'll tidy up my room. its in a huge mess! hahaha. moreover gonna start painting my room very soon. fasting month coming up too. haha. hmm i'm missing my darling now. :( not gonna meet her today. can't wait to meet her tmr though. :D

"The great pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do." happy vacation people!

saya cintakan kamu. :)

ups and downs...

2008-08-16T23:10:00.005+08:00

aaawww, don't be sad baby. hee. :)

hey hey hey. what a busy week it has been for me. omg. both ups and downs. glad that i managed to handle them with lots of patience. :)

ok i just got 2 out of 3 exam papers done. yesterday was engineering maths 1. i thought it was okay. except for the back part, kinda hard. but overall. it was still okay, do-able. i hope i'll hit my target score though. fingers crossed. :/ next up, electrical technology. HAHA. okay sorry sorry. the reason why i HAHA over there was because NO MORE ELTECH! power only lols. another thing was that 1st time of my life in poly, i managed to do it smoothly. thanks to my lecturer. but a big thankyou to my baby(BUNNY! hee.), Hafiz(Steffy's! lol.), Nicholas(s-TAP bro! hehe.) & Din(YOU gave me that "NAME"!). cos they helped me eltech like alot luh! plus anyone who have helped me in eltech. thanks alot people. :D:D:D

after the exam just now, went out with baby. initially to study but ended up window shopping! lols. but wait we did study a little okay at esplanade library, right baby? *ehem* oh oh baby had her eyes on this particular asics shoe which cost $119! i know freaking ex but it is the standard price. how i wish i could get her that shoes if i have the cash or even better, swipe card! lols. & i had my eyes on this particular onitsuka tiger shoe. cost, $189, piglet. -.- that's out of my budget luh. whatever it is i still prioritized this particular 'thing' which always lingers on my mind & make me go,"when will get to buy it?". sigh. i hope to get it soon though. :( hmm, guess i'll continue with my revision now. engineering mechanics. last paper on monday. burn the paper! woots! baby is sleeping now. sssshhhhh. i hope to get to hear her voice later on........

"Men are born to succeed, not to fail." :)

i miss you, baby. :)

I'M SORRY. :(

2008-08-13T00:29:00.003+08:00

hey. i'm doing my eg1 right now but i can't seem to concentrate cos of some things. just thought i'd update. met darling at 1130 to head school to meet our tuition teacher, hafiz. thank you so much dude for the assistance/help. much appreciated. may god bless you. :) stayed at school till 1930 then headed back home. not exactly home,went to eat with darling cos she was abit hungry. had our so called dinner at macs. after that we went home. nothing much but thanks to darling,my day has always been a great one. :D:D:D

hmm, i'm sorry darling for taking my jokes too far at certain times. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( i'm sorry i made you think that way. i'm glad you told me about it if not i wouldn't have known bout it. now that i know, i'll change. for the better. :) & you must promise me not to say those things again okay cos you're not!

gotta continue doing eg1 right. logarithms. omgwtfsh*theads. power only. nevermind. it's gonna be a beautiful day today. hee. only baby knows bout it. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

"When one often practises what he learns, the joy is beyond description."

saya cintakan kamu. :)

OMG! :/

2008-08-10T23:53:00.007+08:00

aaawww, look at that smile...... :)

so sorry i didn't update my blog for so long. i'm sorry people but i'm very busy right now like seriously but i know,you people will be like,"who cares?!" haha i knew it,there you go.............

alright let's talk. i mean let's start lols. last week, on the 2nd of August, darling(i know you're smiling right now baby, hee!) & me went to ndp preview. got those tix from my aunt. thanks aunt dhilah! :) okay, we had our lunch at pizza hut. then went to this particular fruit juice omg damn nice luh cost us a few $$$, ka-chinggg! k that was kinda lame. anyway, we were told, on the tix i mean, that we had to be seated by 4.45, but we were abit enthu that we got there at 4! haha. the sun was blazing hot can -.-!! actually we got a bit tanned luh. right darling? lols. comes to the show part, i thought the best part was still, fireworks! hehe apart from that i thought the black knights did fantabulous! they made a heart shape out of they jets, ok not out of their jets, let the picture explains it all...

damn cute right???? haha okay i know some of you may already see it live or on tv but yeah just in case some people don't know still lols. overall it was a job well done by the performers. good job!

oh ya, on last fri, my sec sch classmates & i had our so called reunion though only my cliques came. i was still happy to meet them luh after a couple of months other than those who are in the same sch as me. haha. we had our lunch at swensen's & had a good laugh that's all i can say. i miss those times. :( hope to have a whole class reunion soon! :)

on saturday, darling(smiling again i know! hee.) & i went to msq to catch the ndp fireworks but apparently they were so many people!!! omg & most of them were like malay teenagers. my god. they were so scary luh i mean like idk how to explain you see. but yeah. i just hate to go to places where they are alot of ***** people. hahaha. in the end we window shopping. i hope you like the stuff i got for you darling. :)

alright, yesterday, my martial arts club competed in a competition meant for the pre-juniors. aged between 7-12y/o. i've competed in this competition before when i was younger. hehe. now i'm already in the category aged from 17-24y/o. haha! old. anyway, my students did well i guess though they didn't win any gold. nevertheless, i'm still proud of them cos i know, they did their very best. :) a silver & 2 bronzes. good job guys. got home at around 5.30. had my nap,woke up at 7.30 then prayed & started my revision. eng mech, my 1st exam paper this fri! :O

shall cut it short now. guess i'm done with updating. will update soon yeah. good night people! wait a min, let's zoom off with this saying. " God cannot help those who do not seize opportunities.". there you go. so people remember, opportunity only comes once in a lifetime. so go seize it hehe. :D:D

i love you darling! :)

one s-TAP! :D:D:D

2008-07-30T22:49:00.004+08:00

hot? she is. :)

sup yo people. just got back home awhile ago. actually not that awhile. its like an hour or so haha. went to millenia walk coffee bean to do my stuff there while baby tried to edit her vid. after that sent her back home & poof! i'm home! :) hmm,ok so far,this week has been fine i guess. nothing much happened. this week is like the last week of teaching week(i think) lol. next week onwards its like study week already no more lectures nor tutorials. omg. gotta buck up!

hmm,baby's sick. :( she had high fever yesterday. like seriously high,39.3?! yeah. yesterday,we headed to macs at amk park before i went for martial arts. she had hot chocolate. yada yada yada when we were heading to the bus stop,she suddenly stand by the side & vomited! yknow i was damn sad luh to see she vomited infront of me. i didn't have anything with me! as in axe oil or anything to make her feel better. the only thing i could do was massage her neck area there. waited for a while just to make sure she's feeling slightly better. told her to take cab home instead of bus. gave her a plastic just in case she felt like vomiting again inside the cab. sigh. next time i should be extra prepared. phew.

oh oh! something funny happened at king albert park macs just now. okay,i went there with nicholas,adeline & stenphel after our eg1. stenphel helped us take care our stuff while me together with nick & adeline went to buy our food. LOL. okay here goes the funny part. nick is obsessed with the song one step at a time by jordin sparks. adeline & me ordered our food 1st,then nick. nick was like humming that particular song while he tapped my shoulder & next adeline's. but but! guess what,the girl whom he tapped,wasn't adeline! HAHAHA. she was some stranger luh omg. & nick went,"oh shit,sorry wrong person." WHAT THE HELL! omg looking at his dumbfounded expression,i couldn't help but laughed loudly! i kept on laughing. adeline was laughing too luh. HAHA can you imagine how paiseh nick was. lol stood by the stairs like a small boy who's lost. sorry dude but i can't help it. i'm laughing now while typing this. omg! HAHA. i'll have sweet memories of you man. HAHA i'll remember this all my life. see luh. next time take 1 step at a time. not 1 s-TAP at a time okay? LOL. :D:D:D

right now,baby's having some problems with cats project. i hope everything will go just fine yeah. if you need any help,i'm always here to assist you & i promise i'll do anything to help. :) ok right now,idk what to do. engmech or eltech? goodness. apparently,engmech is killing me. idk what the freaking hell chapter is all about. so many formulas! cheese-pie! :/

ok school starts at 9 tmr. ecpro! go for fun. watch video bla bla bla. after that i think doing engmech web tutorials with nicholas. help me dude! LOL. oh oh! the mummy 3 opening tomorrow! hmm,don't know whether i should watch it. what do you think? haha. but i still like this quote best, "why so serious??" HAHA. power only. guess i'm done for now. as usual,here goes one,"If you're patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow." :)

i love you, baby! :)

sup people!

2008-07-28T23:12:00.003+08:00

look at that smile! it made my day! hehe.

sorry i didn't update my blog for quite some time. last week was a bad week for. like seriously bad week. i hate last week like seriously. nothing seemed to go my way. be it my martial arts,school etc. 1st & for foremost,i'm sorry baby for what happened for the whole of last week. i need not elaborate more here. HAHA. anti climax i know.

anyway,i have started my intensive revision(not really lol) already. starting off with eltech. got help from a kind friend of mine. thanks dude. will be hearing from you again very soon. :) i'm starting to get hook with eltech. actually it ain't that difficult,perhaps i should be more attentive & stuff like that. so yeah. the other 2 modules,eg1 & engmech,slightly okay. but engmech have been cruel lately. sucker-nene lahhhh. whatever. 2 weeks or so to go before the exams! omg. haha stop whining & go study! haha.

let's talk bout today. didn't go sw lol. then went for CATS class. what a waste of time! submit our video then can go already. i came in late,around 1020 i think. the next half hour we're dismissed lol. power or what? :) then went to meet baby in the library had our so called "lunch" haha. around1,she went for her CATS class. while i was waiting for her to end her class,i did my eltech work. surprise surprise. usually i'll end up playing fm2008,however idk where the motivation of taking out my eltech book & start studying came from. i asked help from jazli & hafiz can. haha. around 3+ baby met me back. she looked so pale! must take care okay, cos i care. :) went to amk macs & eat cum studied awhile. engmech web tutorial! holy cow. i forgot how to do! die. revising with my NICHOLAS tmr. HAHA. he's gonna teach me engmech power only.

okay,i just got done with eating this so called durian porridge or something? ah anything. super nice! LOL. yknow i'm super lazy to open my book right now. i feel like playing fm2008. see how it goes. guess i'll end this post with this. " Successful men are seldom relaxed, and relaxed men are seldom successful." so,work hard people!

i love you, baby. :)

SICK! :(

2008-07-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

heyho. i had a fever today but it subside at a later part of the day. actually since yesterday. my temperature was 39.1 degrees! holy cow. damn hot right. but still i went out with darling cos i didn't wanna disappoint her. met her at yishun interchange(she came over to pick me up! so sweet right hehe.) at 1230pm. when she gotta know that i was having a fever,she was kinda mad. oopsy! sorry i didn't tell you i was having a fever. i just wanna spend my time out with you cos i miss you! :) we headed straight to bugis where we bought a thermometer at guardian cos my old one spoiled already. then darl bought me this particular drink where it helps your body cool. not 1 bottle but 2! haha. i took my temp after that. it was 37.9 so i thought it was okay cos i ate fever med last night.

headed to banquet to have our lunch together. i didn't have the appetite to eat,thanks to the fever & severe headaches. took my med after that. checked my temp again,37.4. lol darl was super happy luh. HAHA. then we headed to arab street to get ourselves some stuff. after that we didn't know where to go. LOL then darl gave a suggestion to head to town cos she wanna get this particular shirt. however she couldn't find it. aaaww tsokay darl. but but,she got herself a new footwear!! suits her hehe. :) .........i'm sorry for what happened at the middle part of the day. :( nuf said.

we headed to marina square after that whereby lots of things caught my eye! from shoes to shirts to jacket to pants! omg. there's so much to choose from. but i guess i've made up my mind which one to get. just wait & see hehe. :D:D:D oh well,there's sports & wellness tmr morning. i hope my fever will subside like totally cos i so wanna kick some balls haha. && my CATS project presentation is tmr omg! haha. i'll end this post with this saying, "one who smiles rather than angers is always stronger.". till then. :)

i miss my baby love. :)

HAPPY NEW BLOGSKIN! WOOTS!

2008-07-17T23:34:00.004+08:00

yo yo yo wasssssuuuupppppppppp people!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. it has been a month plus since my last post. know why? k i know maybe some of you will be thinking, ''i swear didn't ask.''. lol k nevermind bout it. anyway,what happened was that i wanted to edit my blogskin. however,it got all cocked up which idk who to ask help from. Zee was busy but i understand she had to study & all. so tsokay Zee. study smart for your Os yeah. & then this particular day,a beautiful soul whom i love so much came to help. i'd elaborate more on that later more alright. :)

ok there are lots of things which happened in my life for the past one month or so. i miss all my secondary school friends. my classmates. my dear 5/1! omg. can we meet up sometime pleasssseeeeee???? ok that was random.

yknow,there's this particular date which made me smile the whole day. i've found that beautiful someone... k nuf said. anyway,school's been cruel. especially eltech. :/ i hope to concentrate more on it. i mean understand it better or something. ain't gonna fail it. atleast a B. few days ago i had my eltech prac test. it was sh*tballs. haha. 10% weightage for the module. ok nevermind that. just now i had eecad test. some electrical and electronics drawing. omg killer. 50% weightage. it was a lab test. actually not a killer luh. i can still do the schematic. pcb,kebaboom! not 100%. haha. nevermind,got a week or so before 2 weeks of self study period. then poof! exam yo! gotta go go go only.

& i hafto lose weight can. i'm like freaking 58.3kg! that was last week though. checked again just now,57.8kg! lose only 500g! omg omg. go lose some weight khairina. k the thing is i got to lose weight till like 53kg?? yeah 53kg. if can,51kg. in like 3months time? okay go! hmm,guess i'm done with my blog for now. my eyes are so heavy. school starts at 9. eltech, goodness me. i'll leave with this saying, ''Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,while loving someone deeply gives you courage.''. night.

i miss my baby love. :)

awesome!

2008-06-09T18:22:00.002+08:00

hello. k that was a blank start. whatever luh. oh,my weekend was fun! ultimately fun! haha.
on Sat, went out with fs to get my new boots! haha puma dok. 69 bucks okay! er before 50% off hehe. aiya who cares bout the price of the boots. moreover i don't play soccer professionally. so tsokay i guess to get those discounted ones.

oh yeah before that,went square 2 to get some stuff for fs. then accompany fs to town. where she got herself a parfum. she bought this guess parfum. smell damn nice luh. see luh who recommended it to her hehe. right? ok here comes the awesome part. fs had a haircut! haha. the outcome, 1 word, B-E-A-U-TIFUL. :) she's in love with her new hairstyle now lol.

on Sun, i went for a 10km run. its called Saucony 100plus Passion Run. i'm kinda proud of myself cos i ran continuously for the whole of 10km. never in my life i ran that far nor that long. okay, i took an hour to complete it. haha. but now i have cramps & my knees are kinda giving me problems. awesome. i warm down only to stretch the groin part, most, my arms etc. but i forgot bout my thighs & calf wth. now i have cramps on that particular part. shit. & because of this stupid cramps, i made someone pissed. i'm really sorry bout it yeah. i'll make it up to you, i promise.

at night, my family & i went to swensens yo. ate chicken breaded meaniure, had ice-cream, topless 5 ^^v & hot chocolate omg my stomach was full after that. haha. today, i stayed at home to get some rest & heal my legs. but i'll be going to ,martial arts training later at night since tmr i cannot make it as i'll be having hockey training. heal legs, heal. c'mon. alright, till then. bye.

legs condition = 75%

i miss fs, like totally! :)

phew. tsover.

2008-06-07T00:44:00.002+08:00

what a blast! common tests are over! yayness. okay let me summarise bout my common tests. haha the venue was -.- ya it was. sports hall?! that's where i slept during sports camp luh haha. okay lah just that it was humid,like totally luh.

okay 1st up,electrical technology! omg omg such a turn off lah. 1st paper was the module that i don't like. not i don't like its just that,i can't understand circuits that well. i don't blame my lecturer though. i only got myself to blame. back to the paper. basically there where 14 questions. i only knew how to do like 3/5 of it? 1/2 of 3/5 is the one that i can confirm correct. the rest,u'uh,bad bad. sigh,can say sure fail. 2nd paper was engineering mathematics. i wouldn't wanna say easy cos it ain't that easy neither i would i say difficult cos it ain't that difficult. therefore,1 word,do-able. period. :) last day of paper! engineering mechanics! woohoo! morale was high above luh. idk why but i kinda like this module. paper was fine,slightly above do-able. hahaha. i did the paper damn slowly luh. i was supposed to finish it in half an hour,ended up i finished in like an hour?! hahaha. 1 thing bout common tests,once you're done,you can go,if you want to luh. actually i didn't know bout it. noob. overall,i thought common tests was okay. looking forward to results minus eltech's. haha.

oh yes,i watched iron man with fs. i know,people must be saying,now then wanna watch. i know! but c'mon i didn't have the freaking time to watch luh. so busy. but whatever,iron man was AWESOME! :D woohoo! can't wait for iron man 2. haha. before iron man started,watched the preview of the hulk. i thought not bad eh. but whatever. i wanna watch the dark night 1st haha my fav supehero. haha actually not superhero luh. human-hero. LOL lame.

2 weeks break is here. omg no break luh,must catch up with eltech etc. my eecad omg. damn sickening. are there any souls out there who can help me with it? other than my classmates that is lol. oh ya! electromagnetism project! that's under eltech too wtf. got 2 weeks to complete it holy mama. sigh. gotta rest today,there PAssion run tomorrow. haha must drink lotsa water. get hydrated yo. k i wanna go play ps3. k bye. i love you,everyone.

i miss fs. :)

BACK!

2008-05-25T18:33:00.002+08:00

yo people. i'm back! haha sorry for mia-ing for the past few weeks. was damn busy with studies,tranings(hockey/silat) etc. alot of things happened during the past weeks. can't possibly remember everything. only the significant ones! (:

on the 10th of May,had the ssc annual dinner & dance. thought it was okay. just that the crowd was alil too small. could have been better if there were more people. i love the chocolate mousse! so chocolatey! aiya something bout me,i love chocolates! not only chocolates. yoghurt! just ask my poly friends they'll know haha.

i went to KL on the 17th. got back home on the 19th. KL trip was okay i think except for the weather. the sun was ooh-lala. super hot! got myself a bag! haha a red one! though some people think its hot pink haha. k whatever. then on the 20th i didn't hafto go school cos its business continuity exercise. haha. went out with fs to study cum did our e-learning. fs was sick. poor thing right. but she's okay now. yay! :)

see the difference in the way i update my blog. there's paragraphing! haha. zee told me to have paragraphing so can read easier. sorry people! & oh yeah,to JR who's leaving on the 27th May,i'm so gonna miss you bro. take good care at phils yeah. all the best in your future endeavours! okay okay let's talk bout my hockey training. hockey was alright. i had fun training with the seniors & juniors. made new friends. wow! the seniors damn friendly lah. okay something funny happened during one of the pitch training day. actually happened when we're otw there. when i was walking towards the bus stop,i head this bird sound. damn clear. i thought a bird was somewhere near me or something. i heck care only. then right,when the bus came,i heard the bird sound again,it goes something like this,'kkkkkkkkkrrrrrrr' hahaha & guess what,it was this girl name Sharon,one of my hockey mates who was making that bird sound all the while! omg. i was so noob lah. she was laughing at me when i told her i thought it was a real bird. haha. after that incident,she keep on making that bird sound whenever she sees me! now i got a nick name for her,BIRD! hahaha.

k i'm tired already. i'll update my blog quite often i promise. blog do have feelings right? hehe. k bye.

i miss fs. (:

WHAT A BLAST!

2008-05-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

yo yo yo. what a week it has been for me. ups & down. gosh. i don't wanna talk bout the down part cos there's only 1 down part k whatever. let's start off with thursday. on thursday,my family & i went to sakura international buffet(i think) to have a feastful dinner. my sister got her bonus & she decided to give us a treat! :) i ate like nobody's business. until i was bloated. there's alot of food to eat lah. from oreo cheesecake to chocolate truffle to ice cream etc. holy cow. i enjoyed my dinner that night. let's see,on friday. oh! i ended school at 12. went to prayers after that. i met fs after that at suntec to study. haha i thought her engmech. i hope she's pro at it now. went off at 7 & rushed to martial arts. i was late haha. saturday! actually i didn't have any plans. however i met up with my jr,Hazimah cos she wanted to get sandals form NUM. i hope she likes the sandals she got for herself. :) though i hafto to follow her from cathay to heeren then to citylink mall. but nvmd,tsokay. haha. yes to round it up,TODAY! i went out with fs. haha. was suppose to meet her at 1.30pm,but i hafto extend the time cos i left the house late. left my freaking ezlink in my other pants. pig. msged her not to leave her house 1st but she already left. i'm so sorry! she told me that she was going to take the bus in order to waste time. the funny part was,she was in the same train. reason being,she took the train at toa payoh & coincidentally took the same train as me. haha. k after that,we went to heeren(yup,in 2 straight days) to get sandals,for fs. & basket i didn't know using poly student card will get 20% off! wth. might as well i use my student card instead of my membership card. who want my membership card? haha. fs sandals nice you know. :) next to paragon where i got my knee sleeve from nike & fs got herself a shoe bag from adidas. once again,her shoe bag damn nice lor! haha. then we headed to far east to have our lunch before fs decided to head to wheelock to get herself a pencil case. again,i hafto repeat this,the pencil case was nice,damn colourful! haha. next up,city hall. not to go shopping but to study! haha. we went to esplanade library suggested by fs. it was my 1st time there haha noob. eventually i didn't study lah cos i wasn't feeling too well. i was having flu plus cough. i hate this feeling. however,i managed to teach fs some engmech. stayed there till 7+ then we headed back home. oh ya! fs was damn funny just now. you know i was like asking her to spell MAC-CHICKEN,MAC-NUGGET & MAC-DONALDS. next up, MAC-HINE. guess what,i thought she won't fall for the trick but she did! HAHA. she said MAC then HINE. lol. it was suppose to be MACHINE! damn funny lor. & she was laughing at herself while crossing the road haha. aiyo fs fs. oh & another thing, remember that we went adidas store to get shoe bag? haha. the shoe bag cost something 9 dollars. she gave a $50 note & a $1 coin. i was -.- what for? she could have just give the note! HAHA fs looked so blur after that. gosh. anyway,i had a great time with her today. she made my day with her own blurness hehe. thankyou fs! :) kk i hafto go now,gotta sleep. waking up early tmr! haha k bye.

sigh sad sigh

2008-04-30T23:40:00.003+08:00

as expected,i didn't make it to the team. i wasn't good enough. though i played 3 matches,the coach wasn't impress by my performance. i was really damn sad lah. utterly disappointed. its like a failure in life that i didn't get it into the team. hopeless. however,i was kinda lucky to have other alternative cca other than soccer. floorball,here i come! sigh i can't make for tomorrow outing with fs. everything was like planned already & i hafto cancelled it like wth. last min cancellation some more. sigh. im really sorry fs. sigh. when i got home,i felt like going for run while blasting my ears with loud musics just to let the feelings out. in the end i didn't' but whatever. overall,i really,really had a bad day. i don't like today. :(

NERVOUS!

2008-04-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

i'm not feeling good now. like seriously. 1stly,i'm nervous about my 2nd trial tomorrow evening. i'm very sure there are lots of awesome players. which also means that it's going to be tough to proceed to the next round. 2ndly,my legs aren't at tip-top condition. kinda aching near the thighs there & cos of that,i can't go for my night run. sigh. anyway,i hope it will heal by tomorrow afternoon,atleast. whatever it is,i hope everything will go just fine & i'll do my utmost best to proceed to the next round. pray for the best. another thing,my modules have been so confusing & tough! eltech especially. its like maths+physics=MADNESS! its already the 3rd week! 5th week got so called test already. so fast right? chicken backside. must catch up man. aiyo. gotta go drink my milk now & then prepare for sleep! haha. wish me luck. :)

DAY OUT! =)

2008-04-27T20:11:00.003+08:00

my 2nd post. haha. noob. my weekend has been a great one. :) thanks to 2 events. haha 1stly,my day out with 'FS'! ^^v 2ndly,martial arts competition which was organized by my own club. okay lets talk about my day out with 'FS'. i met her around 5 at orchard mrt control station. alright,the bottomline is that we went shopping. wait,not me. she's the one! haha. though i did get something for myself lah. she's good at getting nice stuff i tell you. like really nice. basically we went around orchard,from wisma to ngeeanncity to taka to far east to paragon to heeren to cathay etc. i enjoyed going our with her anyway. like seriously. we were laughing like nobody's business. oh & something happened at far east. i should not said it here haha. but she should know what happened HAHA. next,my club organized a martial arts competition today. we were the overall champion! not really a competition lah,its cum friendly trials. it was for my pre-juniors. i'm so proud of them lah being their jr instructor. we won 9 golds & 2 silvers. awesome right? :) when i saw them compete in match category,i felt like competing in it too. after 2 years break from my injury,i hope i'm ready for the upcoming national competition held in june. haha the comeback kid huh. k i'll be heading out in awhile. not really like heading out to jalan2 haha. for a night run. lol k bye.

2008-04-26T11:29:00.001+08:00

hello! officially 1st post! haha. i know noob right to start blogging now. but yeah thanks to my junior, Hazimah Bte Abdul Rahman, my blog's done! isn't she awesome? she is i tell you. haha saw she did all those blogging thingy,like pro sia. actually she is. haha. thanks again Zee. =) anyway,heading out real soon. k bye.