sigh, i got no one to talk to right now. i've never wanted to talk bout it here but i guess i should.

what bothers me hell much? how am i feeling?

yes, i've never ask that. but when i asked why are you being like this, you'll say i'm fine.

why didn't you tell me when i asked?

when i said i'd live with it, you said i always live with it without even asking those 2 questions.

then why didn't you tell me when i asked why?

when i said people do make mistakes & they learn from it, you'd say, i didn't tell you what are your mistakes.

why didn't you tell me when i asked what did i do?

i know, certain times, i needa know by myself.

yes i will. but what if that something comes from you?

i know, i seem petty here.

when you told me you don't wanna talk bout it anymore, i thought you'd forget bout it but no, it didn't end, you kept things away from me.

why didn't you talk it out when you always tell me to talk things out when you're wrong?

you told me you don't know whether its a mistake or more of you not being understanding?

tell me, how dyou get to understand me when you never tell what is going on?

sometimes, i'm left dumbfounded.

i just don't know what to do.

i know, i always don't know what to do.

atleast tell me, then there maybe a chance for me to know what to do.

is keeping quiet wrong?

idk.

i'm lost & i'm no where right now.

i'm sorry for all the mistakes i've done.

& i love you.