just thought i'd like you to know dear. :)

for you. :)
hey people. here i am again. i just got back from training. fyi, i washed up already so yeah. okay that was random. boo. hmm i did house chores today like seriously. i woke up in the morning, actually near noon luh, haha, then out to eat with parents. once we got home, i went to clean up my messy room. all the papers gone, vacuum-ed, clothes washed, clothes arranged & bla bla bla. at night i head to training, was late though but never mind.
sigh. i'm not feeling good right now. i'm feeling rather empty. 1stly i'm missing baby bunny alot. :(:(:(:( 2ndly, about things not going my way.
baby i know its tough for you to understand the situation right now. but i'm trying my very best to get this solved. even if you're pissed/sad, i'll understand why. i know things haven't been on our favour but just so you know, the old good times will be here again. its just a down part of our r/s. we gotta be strong. you're stronger than what you think. our love for each other will pull us through the bad times, i promise. i should be more understanding towards your feelings. it just aches my heart to know that you're sad. it made feel more like a loser. sigh. i maybe 18 but i'm still like a small boy i know. hols are here. i wish there weren't hols. :/
i'm not gonna turn in early today. my mind ain't tired, ain't sleepy. :(:(:( sigh. i hope to see you tmr baby bunny.
i love you so much no matter how things are going for us.
i miss you. :(

look at her lips! LOLS thanks to me. the girl version of JOKER! :D:D
hello peopleeeeeeeeeee!!!!! haha. here i am again updating my blog. as i said on my previous blog, i'll update quite often so yeah here i am. lols. thanks to the boring school hols. sigh. for now i'm missing darling like so much. the last time i met her was yesterday morning when we gym-ing. was with her till 1pm. BIG sigh. :(
on friday, i met darling! haha. went to MS to get my mom present! lols. got her this purse,a long purse from Dorothy Perkins! hahaha thought the price was reasonable. hee guess who chose for it? darling! hehe. bought mom a ring too! from Chomel. even i like the ring luh damn nice. hahaha. again, it was darling who chose it! hee. & guess what baby? my mom loves her presents! she liked it so much know. the funny part was, when i gave her that wallet, she changed straight away luh & posed with it! hahahaha. thank you so much baby! you're the best! :D:D:D after that we went to macs to eat & got this drink called LOVE! damn nice know cos $4+ i think. lols. then head back to yishun cos i had training after that. darling accompanied me back to yishun know to take bus home from there. so sweet right? hee i love you darling! :)
anyway,my martial arts group was invited to perform at Cheng San CC for PM for an event collaborating 7 CCs or whatever its called for this event called Family Carnival 2008. its kinda grand cos PM's there! & i shaked his hand! hahaha. i know for some of you is no big deal but wait till you meet him then yknow how it feels like to see your PM face to face & even better shake hands with him. :) anyway,we had rehearsal yesterday. all the instructors had to be there at 3pm. we had pre-rehearsals where we rehearsed on our own 1st before we had a dry run of the whole thing. we, as in the 20+ of silat exponents & parents were there till 10pm! omg. luckily there was food luh. black pepper chicken rice! they provided dinner. lols. only my other 4 instructors & me did the pre-rehearsals. damn tiring luh. not forgetting boring! lols. it was drizzling luh & we had to be under the rain for quite sometime. just in case you're wondering, we had to perform at the bball court that's we stood by there. guess the cause of my flu right now is cos of the rain & me being stucked in air-con room! omg. i felt super bad luh cos i msged darling like delayed. like always. :( i'm sorry baby, i couldn't have my phone with me. they kept it in a room. sigh. ended around 10pm, mom fetched me. i was so shagged cos the next morning we hafto report at the CC at 730am! holy mama. :/
when i got home i washed up then laid down on my bed. BUT, not forgetting to have a chat on the phone with darling baby before i head to bed. & i apologized baby cos i can't talk to you for long. i took flu medicine & i got all drowsy. :( didn't have a good sleep as usual cos of the stupid flu. woke up at 645am then. daddy sent me there. reached there around 745am & everyone was ready hahaha. yada yada yadaaaaaa...........the PM came! we performed for him lols. so yeah. there were some other some performances eg. Percussion, live bands, malay dance, fashion shows & more luh. then we had photo taking session with the other performers & not forgetting with PM! hahaha. so yeah got done with everything around 10+ then went eat with mom & aunt/cousins at Banquet. headed home after that. got home, called darling but again i couldn't talk to her for long cos i took panadol flu & got drowsy. went to have my nap. woke up an hour plus later. now i'm super free!! if only i can meet my baby now. boo-hoo! :(:(:(:( nevermind,meeting her tmr morning! yay! can't wait to meet you darling baby dino! oops. hee.
"Resist the temptation to act like an adult. never lose the little girl or boy inside." :)
i love you darling.
i miss you. :(

my baby bunny! hee. smile more dear cos you look fantabulous. :)
hello everyone. i'm here again to update. i'm update quite frequently nowadays cos there's nothing to do! oh my freaking kjdkhfjhgsdfuhkdlhfaufha! LOLS. okay, i met darling on wednesday to find my ibu's birthday gift. her birthday coming real soon! woots. so yeah. however...... nevermind only darling know what happened. hehe right darling? ^^v. too awesome to be true! we had dinner at toa payoh at fork & spoon. i had to head home by 9 as usual earlier than my darling. i'm the girl when it comes to this hahaha. oops! darling,please don't do that again okay promise? it worry me so much. :( slept around 2 in the morning after a long talk with darling. hee. i'm missing you right now love. :(
yesterday! didn't do anything much. woke up around noon,had alil bit of head ache cos slept too long i guess. so yeah. tidied up my room,actually not the room,its my wardrobe. haha. played fm2008. okay for guys who knows soccer please give me your comments bout my team. it consists of gk,gianluigi buffon,defenders are dani alves,j.terry,n.vidic & marcelo,midfielders consists of c.ronaldo,s.gerrard,samir nasri & d.silva,lastly strikers consists of d.villa & w.rooney. subs are l.fabianski,p.lahm,r.quaresma,d.berbatov & k.benzema plsu more luh. what do you think of the team? hehehehe. sorry darling i know you don't understand what you're reading but i just wanna share my unbeatable team at the moment. lols. anyway apart from that,i met darling! yay! met her at 5 at yck mrt to gym! :) baby,don't fret okay even though you didn't run much but you still did well for arms training. bet you'll get back onto shape soon. train well darling. i'm sure you can do it! :D:D:D as for me,i did some running on track mill,then some weights training to do my strengthening more on the arms perhaps? yeah. weight? 56! omg. ass. hahaha. after that went to eat at the food mall at northpoint with darling. waited with her for the bus the come then i head home. i'm sorry baby. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. :(
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." i can't wait to meet baby tmr. hehe yay! good night! :)
i love you darling. :)
i don't wanna fight this feeling no more, wanna love you, i love you is you i adore, just the sight of you throws my heart ashore & the joy you bring opens up my door, cause it's you that matters... :)

baby don't worry, you'll do just fine for exams yeah?:)
hello hello! yay! i'm done with my 3 exam papers already. :) i thought the last paper which was engineering mechanics was not bad. i managed to do all except for the last question. :/ i forgot how to do can? omg. but nevertheless did i expect i managed to do the friction questions. lols. thanks again to darling & Hafiz for helping me with friction questions. appreciated it alot. :D:D:D after the paper yesterday,darling & me headed to the library to get ourselves food(hotdog bread!) & bubbletea! hhhmmmm! lols.
we headed to town next where we watched space chimps. :) i thought the movie was cute luh with the chimps being the hero/heroine of the day. haha. after that headed to far east where darling got herself a top she had always wanted to buy! :) i hope you like darling. it was around 5+ when we indulged ourselves with oldchangkee! lols. we didn't know where to go after that so we decided to get a haircut! haha its been 2 months since i last had my haircut!
we went to snip avenue to in serangoon to have our haircut. darling had her haircut done 1st. 1 word,hot! serious. especially when her hair is all mess up. i thought she look abit like rihanna but then yknow what she said? she said rihanna look like her instead! lols darling super funny when she said that hahaha. :D:D oh & i had a haircut too. it was a different look after so long. i can feel the wind blowing on my skin head. lols. overall i like my new haircut! :)
guess what happened after that? darling sent me home! woots. hehe. so sweet of you,darling! :) thankyou so much, i appreciated it alot. & i'm sorry to trouble you too.
today,idk what i'm gonna do. guess i'll tidy up my room. its in a huge mess! hahaha. moreover gonna start painting my room very soon. fasting month coming up too. haha. hmm i'm missing my darling now. :( not gonna meet her today. can't wait to meet her tmr though. :D
"The great pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do." happy vacation people!
saya cintakan kamu. :)
aaawww, don't be sad baby. hee. :)
hey hey hey. what a busy week it has been for me. omg. both ups and downs. glad that i managed to handle them with lots of patience. :)
ok i just got 2 out of 3 exam papers done. yesterday was engineering maths 1. i thought it was okay. except for the back part, kinda hard. but overall. it was still okay, do-able. i hope i'll hit my target score though. fingers crossed. :/ next up, electrical technology. HAHA. okay sorry sorry. the reason why i HAHA over there was because NO MORE ELTECH! power only lols. another thing was that 1st time of my life in poly, i managed to do it smoothly. thanks to my lecturer. but a big thankyou to my baby(BUNNY! hee.), Hafiz(Steffy's! lol.), Nicholas(s-TAP bro! hehe.) & Din(YOU gave me that "NAME"!). cos they helped me eltech like alot luh! plus anyone who have helped me in eltech. thanks alot people. :D:D:D
after the exam just now, went out with baby. initially to study but ended up window shopping! lols. but wait we did study a little okay at esplanade library, right baby? *ehem* oh oh baby had her eyes on this particular asics shoe which cost $119! i know freaking ex but it is the standard price. how i wish i could get her that shoes if i have the cash or even better, swipe card! lols. & i had my eyes on this particular onitsuka tiger shoe. cost, $189, piglet. -.- that's out of my budget luh. whatever it is i still prioritized this particular 'thing' which always lingers on my mind & make me go,"when will get to buy it?". sigh. i hope to get it soon though. :( hmm, guess i'll continue with my revision now. engineering mechanics. last paper on monday. burn the paper! woots! baby is sleeping now. sssshhhhh. i hope to get to hear her voice later on........
"Men are born to succeed, not to fail." :)
i miss you, baby. :)
:)
hey. i'm doing my eg1 right now but i can't seem to concentrate cos of some things. just thought i'd update. met darling at 1130 to head school to meet our tuition teacher, hafiz. thank you so much dude for the assistance/help. much appreciated. may god bless you. :) stayed at school till 1930 then headed back home. not exactly home,went to eat with darling cos she was abit hungry. had our so called dinner at macs. after that we went home. nothing much but thanks to darling,my day has always been a great one. :D:D:D
hmm, i'm sorry darling for taking my jokes too far at certain times. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( i'm sorry i made you think that way. i'm glad you told me about it if not i wouldn't have known bout it. now that i know, i'll change. for the better. :) & you must promise me not to say those things again okay cos you're not!
gotta continue doing eg1 right. logarithms. omgwtfsh*theads. power only. nevermind. it's gonna be a beautiful day today. hee. only baby knows bout it. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
"When one often practises what he learns, the joy is beyond description."
saya cintakan kamu. :)

aaawww, look at that smile...... :)
so sorry i didn't update my blog for so long. i'm sorry people but i'm very busy right now like seriously but i know,you people will be like,"who cares?!" haha i knew it,there you go.............
alright let's talk. i mean let's start lols. last week, on the 2nd of August, darling(i know you're smiling right now baby, hee!) & me went to ndp preview. got those tix from my aunt. thanks aunt dhilah! :) okay, we had our lunch at pizza hut. then went to this particular fruit juice omg damn nice luh cost us a few $$$, ka-chinggg! k that was kinda lame. anyway, we were told, on the tix i mean, that we had to be seated by 4.45, but we were abit enthu that we got there at 4! haha. the sun was blazing hot can -.-!! actually we got a bit tanned luh. right darling? lols. comes to the show part, i thought the best part was still, fireworks! hehe apart from that i thought the black knights did fantabulous! they made a heart shape out of they jets, ok not out of their jets, let the picture explains it all...

damn cute right???? haha okay i know some of you may already see it live or on tv but yeah just in case some people don't know still lols. overall it was a job well done by the performers. good job!
oh ya, on last fri, my sec sch classmates & i had our so called reunion though only my cliques came. i was still happy to meet them luh after a couple of months other than those who are in the same sch as me. haha. we had our lunch at swensen's & had a good laugh that's all i can say. i miss those times. :( hope to have a whole class reunion soon! :)
on saturday, darling(smiling again i know! hee.) & i went to msq to catch the ndp fireworks but apparently they were so many people!!! omg & most of them were like malay teenagers. my god. they were so scary luh i mean like idk how to explain you see. but yeah. i just hate to go to places where they are alot of ***** people. hahaha. in the end we window shopping. i hope you like the stuff i got for you darling. :)
alright, yesterday, my martial arts club competed in a competition meant for the pre-juniors. aged between 7-12y/o. i've competed in this competition before when i was younger. hehe. now i'm already in the category aged from 17-24y/o. haha! old. anyway, my students did well i guess though they didn't win any gold. nevertheless, i'm still proud of them cos i know, they did their very best. :) a silver & 2 bronzes. good job guys. got home at around 5.30. had my nap,woke up at 7.30 then prayed & started my revision. eng mech, my 1st exam paper this fri! :O
shall cut it short now. guess i'm done with updating. will update soon yeah. good night people! wait a min, let's zoom off with this saying. " God cannot help those who do not seize opportunities.". there you go. so people remember, opportunity only comes once in a lifetime. so go seize it hehe. :D:D
i love you darling! :)