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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
i believe i can
11:32 PM
bonsoir.
its been a long time since i last blog. quite long i guess sigh. a month ago? yeah.
i'm too lazy to track back on what happened for the last 1 month. what i know, it has been a hell of a ride for me.
oh well. let's start. wait, before i start, i should be studying right now but here i am blogging. hmm multi tasking katekan. i'm at topic 2 already. so yeah.
anyway, my dream to help npsilat win a medal was perished last Sat when i lost. i'm sorry guys i didn't make it through to the next round. i know, i disappoint not only myself. i disappoint lots of people. baby love, npslilat team, abg zul, abg ipong & so on. despite the lost, i gave my 200% in the ring = i gave my ultimate best-est. well, i guess lady luck didn't smile on me that day. what i can say now is that, there's next year & i can try again. the next time, mentally & physically, tougher. i believe i can.
nevertheless, for the rest of the npsilat team who's still in it, i know you all can do it. go kick ass people! woohooooo! all the best yeah? :) for those who didn't quite make it, we'll make it through the next time. let's train harder alright guys? :D oh oh! congratulations to ganda putri (gold), ganda putra (silver) & regu putra (bronze) for achieving those medals for ngeeann & yourself too! :D:D:D
putting my disappointing weekend aside, comes a stressing week. common test week. as you can see, i'm suppose to be studying for my last paper tmr. 3 paper passed. the worst being today. the paper sucks big time. i'm so prepared for retest. sigh. not being pessismistic or anything just that, idk wth i did. oh wells, i still got my last paper tmr. jia yo! && not forgetting baby love, i know you're studying right now. study smart & work hard alright? *winks*
oh yes, a big day is about to come, really really soon. i can smell it, hhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm...................................................................................................... :D:D:D
shh! cannot tell. hee. oh! tertiary silat competition final 2 days are during this weekend. go, fight, WIN! i wanna see that
FIRE in you! JIA YO!
i'll end this post with this saying....
man is what he believes.
lots of
love,
khairisufyan<3bree*Friday, May 8, 2009
hi(:
10:57 PM
Soupir.
Je ne sais pas juste quoi dire déjà.
J'ai oublié d'amener mon téléphone aux arts martiaux aujourd'hui & pas le glutamate.
Quel est le moins je pourrais faire ?
Est rentré, a pris mon téléphone & vous donne un appel.
Je sais que je condamne mauvais ne vous dit jamais que je sois allé aux arts martiaux.
Bien que je vous ai dit hier, j'aurais dû vous dire encore aujourd'hui la droite ?
Je suis désolé son mon défaut.
D'ordinaire, quand je suis sur ma façon aux arts martiaux alors je ferai du glutamate vous, mais malheureusement je suis parti mon téléphone à la maison.
Soupir.
Je vous ai appelé ? oui.
Vous a fait le glutamate me quand vous êtes déjà au retour à la maison ? no.
Non ?, quand vous non avez votre téléphone avec vous tout le temps ?
Je n'essaie pas de critiquer ou n'importe quoi.
M'appeler le lâche pour ne vous disant pas mais je devine ceci est le seul moyen pour laisser sortir des choses.
Je suis désolé son mon défaut au premier lieu pour n'amenant pas mon téléphone.
Friday, April 17, 2009
1:47 AM
sigh, i got no one to talk to right now. i've never wanted to talk bout it here but i guess i should.
what bothers me hell much? how am i feeling?
yes, i've never ask that. but when i asked why are you being like this, you'll say i'm fine.
why didn't you tell me when i asked?
when i said i'd live with it, you said i always live with it without even asking those 2 questions.
then why didn't you tell me when i asked why?
when i said people do make mistakes & they learn from it, you'd say, i didn't tell you what are your mistakes.
why didn't you tell me when i asked what did i do?
i know, certain times, i needa know by myself.
yes i will. but what if that something comes from you?
i know, i seem petty here.
when you told me you don't wanna talk bout it anymore, i thought you'd forget bout it but no, it didn't end, you kept things away from me.
why didn't you talk it out when you always tell me to talk things out when you're wrong?
you told me you don't know whether its a mistake or more of you not being understanding?
tell me, how dyou get to understand me when you never tell what is going on?
sometimes, i'm left dumbfounded.
i just don't know what to do.
i know, i always don't know what to do.
atleast tell me, then there maybe a chance for me to know what to do.
is keeping quiet wrong?
idk.
i'm lost & i'm no where right now.
i'm sorry for all the mistakes i've done.
& i love you.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
dead tired zomg.
10:48 PM
you light up my life :)
hello everyone. how are you doing? omg what a tiring weekend i had. nevertheless, i did had fun, lots infact :D let's start off from friday onwards.
fri, let's see. er, met darling at 230 cos had to perform friday prayers. then we straight away headed to city hall. went to penin & got something there. but darling couldn't find anything she like there hehehe. aaawww. its okay. next, we headed to vivo. HAHA. the crowd there was okay. not that many people but as it gets darker each time, chey darker cos its night time already not the shopping centre blackout. LOL LAME. ok, er we did a lil shopping here & there. i hope bree* like the gifts i got her(: no pics available on that day cos I FORGOT MY CAMERA! actually my sister's hahaha. so it was kinda late at night & poof! we're already in the train on our way back home. what a great day indeed! :D:D:D
sat, hmmm. okay, woke up quite early cos i had a performance at NYJC for this particular event. i felt very honoured to be given a chance to perform for an annual event conducted & hosted by the college itself. to be specific, the malay language cultural society. overall, it was a job well done. cheers for NYJC's MLCS! :D oh, i was hyped up for that event cos i know darling was gonna be there, somewhere, looking at me, performing on stage! hehehe. thankyou darling for coming down to support me! hee. ilyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D:D:D:D:D
after that darling accompanied me to tampines cos i had a bbq pit with my family members/cousins. it was held at changi. darling was so sweet la cos she accompanied me all the way to tampines so that she could spent a lill time longer with me cos she know, she'll not gonna see me for a VERRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LLLLLOOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGG time. right darling? keke. jkjk. i waited for her to board the bus before myself.
took bus 29 & alighted at changi village terminal. walked to bbq pit no.8! my cousins, aunties, uncles & many more people there. its so called a family gathering la. lol. i had a great time with them, not forgetting my darling who accompanied me via phone with her texts. thanks darling! :D:D:D had chit chat with my aunts. & 3 of us slept at 6am! can you believe it?! zomg i was damn tired ah. woke up at 9+, ate breakfast bla3 then went for a swim with my cousins. didn't want to be in the water for so long later will BURN! hahaha. we played games etc. basically i did have fun. oh ya, my uncle sponsored something special for a lucky draw. hahaa yes, we organised games & had lucky draws too. awesome right? :) && my family won the top prize! a dvd player! woohoo! yes bet on it, a dvd player ahaha. :D:D:D ok, when i got home i told darling i wanna have a short nap. from an hour become 1 half hours. shit. sorry darling bree*! hmm. i'm seriously dead tired ah. but its okay, darling's with me. i mean not like beside me or anything, just that, she's always on my mind la. hee.
omg i think i'm gonna turn in early today, sucks. look at the time, 2321hrs. so that's all for today's blog. zomg tireddddddd. there's a photoshoot tmr in school for CCAs. then meeting herrrrr! yay! hee. oh, alrights, till then. :)
i miss you baby, greatly.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
HEE!
10:07 PM
good evening everyone.
here i am again updating. hahaha. oh wells. nothing much happened. on tuesday, went to nyjc for extra practice on this particular event i'm helping them with. hahaha. i'm pretty honoured to be in that annual event,i think. hahaha. there's another practice this Sat too HAHA. as for yesterday, i had hockey training in school. had to be there at 5. we did our warm ups, 5 rounds on the track. then etc. we proceeded to kismis pitch then. had games, mini match, skill training. i thought training was fun, overall. :D:D:D
i'm like doing nothing right now, gahh i'm kinda tired. i'm talking to darling online right now. hee. oh well, guess i'll end it here.
quote to remember, the difference between dreams & accomplishment is purely desire...
yours truly,
khairisufyanlovesfairussabrina(:
Saturday, March 7, 2009
BLASTED MY MIND! :D
12:30 AM
my love for you till eternity, Bree*...
HELLO. KONICHIWA. SELAMAT SEJATERA! VANAKAM! & the list goes da da dum da dum LOL.
okay people look. i know this blog is hell dead. like for real. as you can see, the last time i blogged was like 4 months ago? which is also like in year 2008? HAHA. yes. alot of things had happened since then. idk where to start. oh wells here goes.
1)i went countdown with love.
2)exams sucked! however its over! woo!
3)ups & downs.
4)my new role in NP Hockey! (:
5)going into 9 months in relationship with dearest Bree*(she love that * thingy hee)
6)i taught a sport at NYJC.(hehe!)
so yeah basically that's all that happened. seemed short huh? that's cos i didn't elaborate duh? LOL. anyway,back to the latest-est news. my friends from poly & i had a soccer match with andersonians. i thought we did great, though we were handicapped. :) we gel up quite fast i guess. haha. thanks to azzrul,isham,suhaimi,jazli,hafiz,johan,nadim,hisham & raden! :D:D:D we shall have another match soon! wooooooo! the best part was, darling was there to give me support! hee zomg i love you! :D
oh ya, i'm headg out tmr with Bree* hee. :D:D:D:D:D before meetg Zee that is! hehe.
oh oh to azzrul, if you tend to come across my blog let me know which thingy i needa do ah. HAHA. i forgot which one!
guess i'm done now. ZOMG MY STAMINA SUCKS LIKE SHIT! I DID 1.6KM IN 7 FREAKING MINUTES! & I COULDN"T RUN MUCH DURING THE SOCCER MATCH! CHAO NENEH!
till next time fellas...
good night! :)
i miss you Bree* darling sigh.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
can't sleep..... boo!
3:20 AM
i'm in love with you,baby.
sigh. i can't sleep at the moment & idk why. what i know,i've been thinking bout baby. i miss her so much though i just met her yesterday. tampines. i had my haircut there. it was okay,i liked it though haha. i'm sorry i'm not asleep right now dear. guess i'll listen to bella's lullaby then i'll force myself to bed. hee.
sigh sigh sigh. i'm not meeting baby today. she's going to some fiance thingy later on. sigh.
i miss you baby. :(:(
you light up my life :)
my love for you till eternity, Bree*...
